My heart is in my throat.
Is this really what God requires?
I've never killed a man before, yet here I am, sword in hand being urged on by my Imam.
What makes him an infidel? He talks about the one true God, so do I. This man ready to die for his God. Would I die for mine? I'm about to kill for mine.
Is
This
What
God
Wants?
...
Bloodshed
Persecution
Purity of our religion
I look down... My hands... Sticky... Warm... Crimson... Is this what pleasing God feels like?